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Saturday, October 2, 2004


   So...
I posted today, but the post didn't come out because something went wrong with my computer. Anyhow, so about Friday.
When I posted, I was soooo sad. :(
That's because I missed my buddies already. I came to Challenger, expecting to stay there the whole day, but when I went to get my visitors pass, the ladies at the office said that I could only stay for twenty minutes. I was sooooo sad. I called my mom and told her that. She said to meet her at Marie Callendars in fifteen minutes. During those thirty minutes (I stayed longer. nyah. I'm so bad. x3) I was finding everybody, I was hugging everybody, and we talked about everything. Every second of it, I was all smiles. I was enjoying every second of it. I've never been that happy, since I left my baby cousin at Taiwan. And before that, I've never been happier than at Dodgeball, and at the last couple days of school. Because we were all smiles, except when we were talking about how I was gonna leave. :( Then everyone got all mushy. But today, at Challenger, I felt soooo much like crying all the time. I was so incredibly happy, and I didn't realize how much I missed Challenger. I talked to all my teachers. I got to barge in and say ,"Hey Mr. Surkan! Hey Ms. Roedder! Hey Ms. Armitage! Hey..."and so on and so forth. I haven't done that forever. They were my friendly teachers. And there were three crying points, when I saw Kim and Kristen, (the morons came later. x3) when I saw Ms. Berls, and when I saw Ms. Hamstra. I got so depressed because Ms. Hamstra's voice is so soft. I forgot how soft it was. And now, it felt kind of softer because her husband died. And Ms. Berls, oh god, I miss her sarcastic sense of humor, and we were all alone in the room with her. It looked so empty. Her class was usually jammed when I was there. And oh god, wait. I felt like crying sosososososoooo much, the big crying point, when Manasi and I linked arms and skipped around the school. I could never do that at Herman, with anybody. I would never feel comfortable enough. I don't have any friends close enough. I don't want people staring at me like I'm weird. The reason people don't stare at me at Challenger is because I grew up with them. Most of them knew me from Preschool, or Kindergarten. They grew up with me. They know who I am. They know what to expect from me. They don't ever tell me, "Don't mind Andrea, she's mental" like Briana. They know I'm crazy just to make people laugh. They know I'm cooky and weird, to be different. To be noticed, because I'm usually not. They know that they could count on me. They know that I'm their friend, and that I could be serious if I want too. Sure they joke around sometimes, but I do that back at them. Briana doesn't hear me call her mental back, does she? No. She doesn't hear me say, "Hahahha. You're soooo loserly." like what I do to my friends at Challenger. My friends there, would go like, oh yeah? You're even MORE of a loser. So that means you win! And I go like, NOOO! You win! and then we have a good laugh. I need my friends back.
Which reminds me...CINDY POKED ME SO MUCH. I was smiling all the time. She's like, YOU SAID YOU'RE COMING MONDAY!! And I'm like, DON'T POKE ME NOW, YOU'VE GOT ALL OF TOMORROW!! lol. We laughed soooo much. It was great.
Challenger Cheetahs can whip Patriots anytime, in my opinion. Because if I had to choose one team to back up, it's Challenger. If I had to lose on any team, it'd be Challenger. I'd win for Challenger. And Challenger'd win for me.
And right now, I'm basically crying, but I don't want my brother to see me, so let's say I'm not. I'm crying for everybody I saw. For everybody that came up to hug me and tell me everything. I miss them soooo much.
I love Challenger. And I miss everybody. I wish I could stay at a better time on the 11th of Nov. When I'm coming back. I've never felt so happy in my life. I need to read my yearbook, again.
Signed,
The Challengerian.

Keep Smiling. ^_______________^
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