Sunday, December 14, 2008

[[Looks like a Good time to Run]]
Mood: confused - Music: With me - Artist: Sum41

Okay I give up! I realize there's some things I'm just not good at, like being a good role model, or a girlfriend, or a friend at times, or being healthy, and I'm not good at math or listening to peoples advice or taking care of plants!
and I'm just going to except those flaws of mine! trying to better myself in those ways would just be a lie.

Alright now that I've got that off my back, Nikki and Lavi picked out our christmas tree and its about 3 foot high so now I feel poor T_T which sucks cause I gave them money for a big one but they said that the 3 foot one looked cute! DX tree's can't look cute! its a TREE!! oh well..
next I need to do present Wrapping! such fun!!

Byebye!!
--A13
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Friday, December 12, 2008

[[13 days til christmas]]
Mood: devilish - Music: Drugs or Me - Artist: Jimmy Eat World

I've got a question, what time does school let out where you live?
cause yesterday me and my aunt went to a different city and somehow the topic came up that the schools there let out at 2:30 pm but the schools around where I live let out at 3:30 pm or 4. so now I'm curious.

and you know my mouth actually doesn't feel to bad now except for the right side of my mouth I have a nice orthodontist now so its not to bad, now the first orthodontist was old and EVIL!

anyways, there's still no snow around here, and today I think I'll do some christmas shopping, then saturday I'll finish the christmas shopping and Sunday I'm suppose to go to Wisconsin for that hotel, but I think I'll make my friends Jack, Trey and David go on without me and Sunday me and Lavi will go pick out a christmas tree then on monday we'll go to the hotel! yeah! I gots it all figured out!

I'll go comment!

--A13
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Thursday, December 11, 2008

[[Should be 14 Days til christmas?]]
Mood: Irratated - Music: Motivation - Artist: Sum41

my mouth hurts dang orthodontist peoples, now I'm in More Paaain. ah well

I got to go to barnes & nobles today picked up Tsubasa vol. 6, D.Gray-Man vol.11, Nora vol. 2 and 2 fruits basket volumes. yay for having money.

didn't do my christmas shopping though..i think I'll do that saturday, or maybe tomorrow, I dunno I hardly even have any ideas for anyone, *sigh* I hate buying presents for people, it always seems so hard,

and then Sunday me and my friends have to leave for Wisconsin! and i mean that we HAVE too! we reserved hotel rooms and they won't refund so we have to go stay or just be out the money! so we'll probably end up sitting in hotel rooms for a week, oughta be relaxing atleast..right?

okay well I'll go comment.
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

[[What is it now 15 Days til Christmas?]]
Mood: relaxed - Music: Walking Disaster - Artist: Sum41

I spent all yesterday making Sugar Cookies with my lil sis nikki, because my aunt wanted us too, and now I am so sick of sweets, I'll take Spicy food over sweets any day.

oh and I changed my theme, its totally all Christmasy now.. okay fine, My avatar is totally christmasy now.

Today I think I'll clean my room since tomorrow I have to go to the Orthodontist Again, and I'll probably do some shopping and stuff tomorrow as well, but I figured I should clean up my room since I'll be leaving to Wisconsin on the 14th, I like my room and stuff to be clean when I come back home.

alright I'm off to clean and feed my fishies

--A13
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Monday, December 8, 2008

[[[but I make you cry..you know I don't mean too..]]]
Mood: mellow - Music: More Like Her - Artist: Miranda Lambert

You guys are right it takes more energy to be depressed then it does to relax and enjoy what you can, so I'll try to let it go and try to get happy again,

I'm going to go out to eat at Pizza Hut with my lil sister Nikki, and Lavi, Trey and David, this is the best part about the Holidays since the house is so big my friends get to stay with me during December, not like half of them have anywhere else to go since Lavi lives in Germany and Trey lives in Alaska,

anyways this wednesday or Thursday I'll do my christmas shopping, since I like to wait until like a week before christmas to shop. and then someday soon we'll go pick up a christmas tree! yay.

okay bye bye for now~
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Sunday, December 7, 2008

[[[Don't waste your time on me]]]
Mood: Sad - Music: Kill Me Again - Artist: Oomph!

meh..I feel miserable.

Lavi, David and Trey, dragged me along to a Indoor water park, but I spent my time sitting in the fetal position on a step in the pool.. and people made noise all night so I couldn't sleep,

and now that I'm home again, I get the feeling my aunt and uncle might be heading for a divorce, *sigh* I almost bet on it..

and my brother went to buy a shotgun today, so now I'm paranoid he's going to murder us all with a gun which I suppose is a quicker death then when I was paranoid he was going to kill us all with a knife or axe, either way I get an uneasy feeling about him.

seeing as how I'm still miserable and depressed I'm going to go curl up on the floor and pout.

--Later!
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Monday, December 1, 2008

[[[Save me a Smile...and get Happy]]]
Mood: Sad - Music: It Wasn't Enough - Artist: Good Charlotte

..My head hurts.. and my heart hurts..Not Physically of course..that'd be bad!
I couldn't Sleep at ALL last night I sat wide eyed on the floor all night..not doing to good right now.
started thinking though how my friend Aiden was right about ALOT of things, he gave me advice! but I never listened to any of it. I'm Soo Stupid!

*sigh*

I had so much planned out for December now I'm Doomed! my plans for christmas was suppose to be an awesome surprise..but now its dead! all my ideas for nothing..

*sigh*

I was wrong though..about my brothers name.. its not Adel its Ai.
His first name was Jody he changed it to Ai
His Middle name was Andrew he changed it to Del
and he changed his last name to Cielo.

and from what I heard he's not going to france now.. he's going to look into going to college now.. he jumps from one idea to another so quickly he needs to make a solid realistic plan...

bye for now I'll comment later.
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Sunday, November 30, 2008

[[[When I Come Around]]]
Mood: Upset - Music: She wouldn't be gone - Artist: Blake Shelton

Its the Last day of November! yay!

I was thinking about the saying "Bestfriends can become enemies" and I always kinda doubted that but now I feel I've gone through enough experiences to believe that now.

Anyways I have to say I'm proud of anyone who went shopping on black friday and came out alive, thats one thing I could never do! NEVER do, never ever ever.

Also I should say I have no Idea why my brother changed his name, his first name was Jody but he changed it to Adel, and his Middle name was Andrew which I think if he didn't like his first name he should of went by andrew! and I forget what he changed his last name too.

ALSO I should mention Tomorrow is the day he said he'll be leaving to france, he said he was leaving December 1st so I'm so curious to see if he actually leaves!

Byebye for now I'll comment later when more people post.
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Friday, November 28, 2008

[[going so absently]]
Mood:slightly annoyed - Music: Hot'n Cold - Artist Katy Perry

Lets see, alots happened since I haven't posted for awhile I'll try to run through everything.

Oh my Brothers Name Change! on the 26th he went to get his name changed in court, sadly my aunt decided to work that day and ignore it, I think she's coming to her senses, he's an idiot and nothing can fix that, and his new name is..Idel or Adel, either way it sounds like a girls name to me..*shrugs*

Which by the way my brother now says he'll be leaving to go to france and join the french foreign legion on December 1st.

my thanksgiving was horrible everyone around was moody and I think it ranked as one of the worst holidays I've ever lived through.

Today I'm babysitting my little sister who's sleeping right now, but at noon we have to go in to where my aunt works and rake up leaves for her boss..not what I wanted to be doing today but oh well..

I'll stop here for today and when I get home and don't have to babysit my lil sis I'll start commenting you all, and sorry for my absense lately.

Bye Bye!

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

[[[its all starting to blend together as something Colorless]]]
Mood: relaxed - Music: Ajisai Ai Ai Monogatari - Artist: Biyuuden

Its snowing again I heard were suppose to get a foot of snow tonight, its cold out I went outside this morning and nearly froze my fingers off.

I don't have to do anything really today so its kind of like a day off, and tomorrow there's a christmas parade so I might end up taking my little sis to go see that,

also my brother's name change isn't until the 26th so I'll be sure to let you all know how that goes, my aunt talked about being dramatic about it and waiting until the whole thing is under way and then burst through the courtroom door and shouting "I object",

anyways its kind of boring around here cause my friends, David, jack and lavi went to North Carolina for awhile, but my friend Trey is going to come visit me from alaska, so he should be here by Monday.

-- Later
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