Saturday, February 28, 2009
How are all of you? It seems like I haven't been online in forever. I just got home from Ireland yesterday. The trip was pretty brutal. Well the trip home. I'm upset cuz we were suppose to go a bunch of places we never ended up going. =( if I hadn't had met my homestay and stayed there for 4 days the trip would have been a complete waste of money. I went to England, Ireland and Scotland. I was suppose to go to Wales as well but we just drove through it, pointless I know. The trip discription actually sucked.
My mom isn't letting me have a homestay. I'm upset, my parents don't let me do anything. So again I'm depressed. I just want to be back in Europe with some of my friends. Now that I'm back home, I'm not gonna have a friends anymore because I'll be working and doing school work nonstop. it really really sucks balls. I dunno weather I should say I'm over it or not. I really don't know what to do anymore. But you know what I'm done bitching about it because its never gonna get better if all i'm doing is bitching about what I should have done.
This is going to be a fairly short post because I need to go try to talk to my mother without getting upset and freaking out again. I can't control my emotions at all lately. probably because I just don't know what to do anymore. I also have to get things ready for my pre-school lesson tomorrow.