Saturday, September 16, 2006
Hey, I'm... alive...?
Heh heh... it's been what, like a YEAR since I posted?
Well I don't blame anyone who chooses not to check my page even though I'm updating because I've been so neglectful. So... whatever.
So, how've I been doing? Eh...
Well, I haven't been able to do school in a year and a half--I bombed a couple semesters and stopped trying. I really, really, really wish I could do it, but... I just.... can't. So I'm spending my life on the computer, hoping I'll miraculously start getting better.
So far it's not working.
Now, you ask, if I'm always on the computer, why am I never HERE?
Ever since ElvesAteMyRamen-chan (who I haven't talked to in just as long either >_< T_T hope she's still talking to me) told me about fanfiction.net, I've been...
I've been there.
Yeah, that's about it.
Plus there was a looooooong time where we had NO internet, so...
Yeah, and the only other stuff I do is read manga pretty much.
And various other random things have been happening, some good, some bad.
But life really, really sucks right now, and it always will. Ever since July 17.
You wanna know why?
Because my cat died.
She was my best friend since before either of us was old enough to remember.
And she died.
And I feel terrible and I always will feel terrible.
There's no getting out of it.
I'd write more, but I keep thinking of a thousand things I'm trying to do at once, so I'm gonna go now. Maybe I'll post again later. I hope to talk to you all sometime!
Oh... and I'm very, very sorry for ignoring people if you've been trying to reach me... for one thing a while back they deleted ALL my email since I couldn't access it for so long... and... and I just don't notice things...