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• 1985-09-27
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• . . . any world but ours . . . anywhere but here . . . perhaps somewhere in the middle distance on another planet populated by all the characters from all the different universes that I love so much. oh, wait . . . did you mean *geographically*?
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• 2004-12-06
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• ...being an otaku...?
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• to the abnormal freaks around me who know nothing of my true self I am known as "Elizabeth Anne". my REAL name is Aliryn, of course.
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• one published poem
Anime Fan Since
• spring 2004
Favorite Anime
• that's a hard one. I like Case Closed and Trigun and *especially* Fullmetal Alchemist and Inuyasha
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• to do stage theatre and to be good at drawing/painting and to learn Japanese NOW (good luck I have no self-motivation whatsoever) and to go to Japan (don't we all say that though!?)
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• reading novels and manga, gaming, movies, anime, all of the previous in the scifi/fantasy genre; crochet, bead (make jewelry), draw&paint (not that good though), trying to get back into practice w/piano/flute, write (scifi/fantasy but mainly poetry)
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• writing. and I'm kinda smart but not *too* smart
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Thursday, June 2, 2005
eh...
The shrink told me something... odd... today. We were talking about how, biochemically, mental illness can drain you of every bit of emotional, physical, etc energy, and he sad that I've adapted to the constant struggle to just exist. I asked him, "Is that a good thing or a bad thing?" and he told me, "Well, it shows your resiliency."
Now THAT was interesting. No one's ever called me "resilient" before... I always thought I was weak... I give into so many impulses to just fool around and forget my problems and not do schoolwork and such, but he said... that... I probably shouldn't even be trying to take a summer class. Though I have to, so I am... not that I GO to class... but I have to take a class to get health insurance with the university... so I'm sorta stuck. Without insurance I couldn't go to the doctor or the shrink, and then I'd be even WORSE off... but my shrink told me that all this stuff that I thought was weakness on my part is just biochemical; he said expecting someone with problems like that to function normally is like telling someone without legs to run a race. He actually said that. Wow... hn... anyways, I'm going into the doctor to discuss medicine that will hopefully help with the screwy chemicals in this half-broken brain of mine...
Not that you cared about any of that; sorry for rambling, but I just felt like saying it somewhere...
Oh, and yes, Nikorasu, reading translations isn't as fun because you don't have the pretty pictures... BUT I know what happens sooner than anyone else!! Plus, the guy who does the translations usually scans at least a page or two of each chapter in. Hahahahahaha! *aHEM* Sorry... bipolar...
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