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• 1985-09-27
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• Female
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• . . . any world but ours . . . anywhere but here . . . perhaps somewhere in the middle distance on another planet populated by all the characters from all the different universes that I love so much. oh, wait . . . did you mean *geographically*?
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• 2004-12-06
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• to the abnormal freaks around me who know nothing of my true self I am known as "Elizabeth Anne". my REAL name is Aliryn, of course.

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• one published poem
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• spring 2004
Favorite Anime
• that's a hard one. I like Case Closed and Trigun and *especially* Fullmetal Alchemist and Inuyasha
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• to do stage theatre and to be good at drawing/painting and to learn Japanese NOW (good luck I have no self-motivation whatsoever) and to go to Japan (don't we all say that though!?)
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• reading novels and manga, gaming, movies, anime, all of the previous in the scifi/fantasy genre; crochet, bead (make jewelry), draw&paint (not that good though), trying to get back into practice w/piano/flute, write (scifi/fantasy but mainly poetry)
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• writing. and I'm kinda smart but not *too* smart




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Monday, April 18, 2005

   ...
Well, *this* is... um...

Hell, there're no words.

So my mother found out I've been slacking in my classes... which is because my depression consumes me when I try to deal with the real world... I get nice and hyper when I distract myself... so I've not gone to class or ANYTHING since like two weeks before spring break... so she almost kicked me out of the house again... which I probably deserve... but she's giving me ONE more chance, but I have to go to the university counseling center... I just made an appointment, but... this means all those dumb old emotional/mental woulds have to be reopened before they can heal right... crap. Crap crap crap crap crap.

Oh, well.

I'm still not doing my homework or going to class, though I'm still telling my mother otherwise... I just... can't. I can't. I'm hoping the counseling center can do something... kind of like a doctor's note... if my problems actually count as a breakdown, they can maybe keep my grades this semester from flunking me out of school... like, I dunno, just neutralize this semester, or something... I dunno. But I better hope cuz there's no way I can make up the work before the end of the semester... even if I were emotionally capable.

Oh, well.

I'm off to ignore the real world again... I just can't deal with it. Call me a lazy bitch who makes up excuses if you want... but I just can't. When you have mental illness, it's really a disease... *sigh*... I need to leave before I make my mental state worse again...
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