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Wednesday, April 13, 2005


   INSANITY!!!!!!!
Okay, I'm going NUTS again!!! In a HYPER way! I guess it helps that I took extra antidepressants--don't worry, not NEAR enough to hurt me--and now I'm drinking a HUGE can of energy drink... bwahaha...

I'm so happy!

I dunno why!

Of course about half the time I feel like killing myself... but don't worry, I won't. Some part of me keeps internally whacking the rest of me upside the head and yelling "baka! Just WAIT for it! Something you'll be glad you lived for will happen! I just KNOW it!!!" And I've regretted every time I didn't listen to my instincts. Whenever they have a game where you look under the cap of pop bottles and there's more than one button for Pepsi on the machine I can tell which one to push to get a winning piece. HAhaha!

Though I've felt like HELL most of the last few days... every muscle in my body was sore and aching and pulled because 1) I kept falling between my house and the bus stop last week and 2) it snowed last weekend, and it was really, really, REALLY wet, which means it was so f***ing heavy... I never would've made it if my brother hadn't been there to help. On top of my sore muscles, I was naseous most the time for no apparent reason, was violently PMSing, and had a super-bad migraine that almost convinced me that there was an army of elephants tap-dancing in my head... (I stole that phrase from somewhere... can't remember where I heard it, tho') I feel a *bit* better today, but... the extra meds and the energy drink are helping... I feel a *bit* less than completely BLAH...

Okay...

I've still been doing the insane-fanfic-reading-obsession thingy... I'm writing, too... I've put up a one-shot that I find kinda funny, even though it has deathly se rious undertones... and I'm working on three--THREE--different multi-chapter stories at once. What can I say? I have the inspiration, so...

Here's a link to the one I've posted--but !!!!!!!DON'T!!!!!!! go to it 'til tomorrow because I made a few changes that probably won't show up 'til then! Naraku, You Moron... (that being the title of the fic... *snicker*)

See ya!

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