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Friday, August 12, 2005


   My view on.... LIFE
Life is so unfair, we live everyday and for what? Sure everynow and then something good happens, like getting some money, or a good job, but does it ever last? I find that everyone seems to think life will get better someday but theyve been thikning this for so long that... wouldn't someday be today? Just as things are starting to look up, I graduated highschool, I have a job, I'm gettign along with my family, I'm engaged! But happines is best friends with misery is it not?

Last night my grandmother had a stroke, she cant feel her right arm or leg, and from what I hear no one is optimistic. My aunts and uncles tell me that it'll be ok, but I know the truth, my mom spoked to her, and she told me that she was crying... Ive never seen my grandma cry, only out of happines... No matter what happened she always had hope, and always looked life in the eye and made everything seem better. But she was crying. I dont know what I'll do if something happens to her. I am with my sisters now, and I dont want them to see me cry my mom left for Florida this morning and I stayed here with them, I dont want them to knoe how bad it is yet.

There was a time, when my grandma was being reobbed rioght outside her house, and me and my cousin heard it, but we thought if we don't know who it is, then we dont have to worry about it. Then we looked out the window and saw y grandma and some guy dressed in black trying to yank off the necklace... What will I do... if I can never apologize for that? For all the time that I saw her and didn't say "bendición, abuela"? What will I do if I never get to see her again? I dont want to loose her.

Just as life seems to be going ok, tragedy strikes... thats my ultimate view on this pathetic excuse for a world that we live in.

'till next time...

AleXavier

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