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Wednesday, July 6, 2005


You guys...
I wanna thank anyone and everyone who has visited me during the last few days and made me feel better.

Physically I'm okay all my sences are back to normal save for my eyes. I feel blind as a bat and I can hardly read.

Mentally I'm okay I guess kinda tired of everything my sister got over her little drama and my mom is acting like nothing ever hapened. Harrison is extremely sick like he feels that his chest is caving in and I can't go visit him because I'm stuck babysitting

Emotionaly i'm confused. I'm still kindof in shock at my engagement, and I'm feeling kinda down about sumthing but I dont know what. I have, however, noticed that I put up a brave front and I dont let people see when somethings bothering me...

I started working out again and I dunno I dont think its gonna last, I need it cuz now I'm losing weight and I look like a sack of bones. But the problem is that it bores the living hell out of me!!!! I just cant do it I space out of just walk away and then an hour later I remember that I was supposed to work out.

I feel like a loser, I dont have a job, all I do is stay home all day and I dont even keep in touch with my friends... god damn whats wrong with me!?!?!?!?!?

I dunno sorry for all the ranting and the bitching guys...

'till next time...

AleXavier

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