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Tuesday, June 12, 2007


Hey ya'll
Welp not much going on here cept i have officially reached page 51 in my book i'm writing, and as if i didn't have enough on my writing plate i started a new story. here it is-




Slowly Disappear




Puffs of air ran past frozen lips and blue fingers grasped at the earth. The change had been instantaneous, occurring due to her complete loss of energy. She had been running so long, her haunches ached and she lost her way long ago.

She lay on the ground, bare skin covered by bits of leaves and grass blades but also marred by lengthy cuts and scratches. Her fingers flexed dragging lines through the earth as her razor sharp claws sank back into her skin. She moaned in pain as her teeth slowly shrank back to normal size and her vocal cords took on human shape.

As the change completed it’s regression she laid there on her side breathing hard trying desperately to keep in the tears that had threatened to fall for most of the night. But to no avail, she wrapped her arms around her legs and she pulled them to her chest as the tears fell; burning hot trails down her frozen face. Her breathes came faster and soft wails of emotional pain entered the quiet clearing resting in the middle of an expanse forest.

Thousands of animals stopped their midnight ministrations to listen to the soft cries and far off in the distance if you listened hard you could make out the howls of wolves; they were answering her trying in their own way to give her solace from her pain.

She could not stop her tears but her brethren’s cries gave her strength so she tried her hardest to in the least bit to stop her wails. She seceded.

With tears still making steady trails down her cheeks she bent out her arms from her legs and lifted herself into a sitting position. She brought her legs around to sit Indian style with her head down cast.

Her thick, rich, red hair fanned around her pale face and she whispered into the darkness.

“Disappear… how does a wolf disappear?” Her voice broke on the last word and her wails began again.

Using her last bit of energy she forced her teeth to elongate and she bit into her wrist to bloke out the mental pain she was experiencing. She fell to darkness.



~~by akiko44

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Thursday, June 7, 2007


Hey Ya'll




Sooooo........ hey ya'll I seem to have gotten lazier, hehehehe. I really want ya'll to read my story but i dont wanna have to make ya so i'm gonna refrain from posting it page by page. I've been reading the dictionary again YAY!!!!! i now know the official name of a slaughter house- abattoir. woot go me!!!


Welp i'm gonna change the theme and i'm gonna include the poem i wrote for the sequel thingy mabobber to my one story.

so here it is-



Sanctuary




Filled with ethereal emotions
Thoughts like light in a darkness
Sands of time scarred in erosions
In your heart it is the farthest


The singing resounds
In a circle room filled with laughter
But your memories are in shrouds
From the beginning thereafter


I no longer see your eyes
Which burned into mine
Here I am not clouded by lies
And though you were captured for your crime


The price of Sanctuary was too high
For not does my heart beat
Here time flies by

In Sanctuary I weep




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Friday, June 1, 2007


Hey Ya'll

whats up? -_-' em is watching me post. Talk aboot nerve wrecking. She keeps laughing every time i mess up. T.T save me. I'm gonna kill her >.< Welp we rented epic movie to watch tonight. oh boy what fun. ^_^

I'm gonna start uploading some stuff onto my deviantart account soon! yay! ^_^

Ashley wants my friend to be gay, she's like " I DECLARE TAKA GAY!!!!" of course to which i immediatly disagreed.

So..... how's everyones summer going so far?

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007


Welp.
Summer's been boring so far, basically all i have done besides spending the weekend over at ashley is cleaning and chores. My moom finally put her garden in. It looks awesome. ^_^ she might let me and my brother paint our rooms again, i am hoping she lets me paint the walls white so that i can draw on them and paint the pictures in with the kinda paint Mrs. Isermann had us use on the school hallway walls for the mural. I can only hope T.T So whats been going on with everyone else???? OH and guess what before get, Sesshomaru434's birthday is coming up. And mitch's (sesshomaru434) mom is taking us to the Lemp mansion for a tour. If you dont know what the Lemp mansion is, it is haunted, like extrememly haunted. They actually made number 20 something on that one show 100 most haunting places in america.
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Saturday, May 19, 2007


I just cant.
I dont understand life anymore, before i used to love it, laughing and emotions and what not. But now it's just a way to fill an empty void, as i grow farther away from the one's i love. How am i supposed to take part in something i dont understand. I just cant lately. It never changes, the same old stuff, i know what to expect everyday and i know how to react. It's like the notes of a song or a slow piano melody, no matter how much you try to change it, it always sounds good the first way but eventually it gets harder and harder not to wander in your mind, and just let it all play through without really putting forth any effort. Sure i love my friends to death, and i'm sure i would lock myself in my room and cry for hours on end if on end if any of them or one of my family members died. But i cant help but fade from who i used to be, i cant make myself act how i always did, even if it's just to make a friend or family member happy, it gets harder and harder to be me.
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Friday, May 18, 2007


bored -_-'
so it's third hour again in school and i'm finished with our rocket report so i decided to post, something i haven't done much lately. So...... this is great.
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Thursday, May 17, 2007


welp it's third hour. so whats up?
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007


*sigh* so i stayed after today.
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Friday, May 11, 2007


WHOOOOOHOOOOOO!
this school dance is so much better then the last one. there's black lights!!!!! it effing rocks. our art teacher bought us pizza cause we stayed after school, and now we ( the dragon ladies - aka me and mitch) have drawn 3 dragons on the school walls. woot! go us! oh and my friend nicole says hi! woot, bye ya'll!
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Wednesday, May 9, 2007


*sigh*
yay it's an early out day tomorrow!!!! Guess what i just read!!!! EFFING VAMPIRE KNIGHT!!!!!!! and it effing rocks. i like kaname better but i gotta say the part where zero's on the bed is pretty hot.
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