Sunday, January 1, 2006

Happy New Year...

And it started with tears.
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

Had some fun this weekend... Thursday was totally fun.. and today at work Tina thought I was going out with Landon.. I was like "noooooo way.. I don't like him at all. I don't even like him as a friend." So yeah, cleared that up... ^^;;; Bought some christmas gifts... One for Rei and acouple for some other people.. I only have 45 dollars left so I totally hope my next check is... big? lol
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Saturday, December 17, 2005

My dad decided to ruin my christmas. ^_^ Oh boy! I can't have a christmas now.
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Saturday, December 10, 2005

When I woke up tonight
I said I'm gonna make somebody love me
Gonna make somebody love me
And now I know, now I know, now I know
I know that it's you
Lucky, lucky, you're so lucky

Well do ya, do ya, do ya wanna,
Wanna go where I never let you before...


Some Franz Ferdinand lyrics.. ^^ Just got done watching episode 7 of Paradise Kiss. Maaaan, the clothes on that series, manga and anime are AMAZING!! I've been feeling better, I ended up sleeping all day, but I made some treats, and Roseanna came over with Matt. Had some fun, blah blah blah.... Oh well, Thats all for now. ^___^
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Friday, December 9, 2005

No school today due to snow. ^^ I love snow a lot. I'm glad we don't have school today. I took off of school yesterday, and I was planning on taking today off too... Things have been too stressful for me. I'm gonna start taking some antidepressants soon, because I really don't want to end up doing things that I'll regret. I don't want my friends to get worried or most importantly, Eric getting mad at me for having a depressed attitude. Yesterday felt really refreshing, having that day off of school, and hopefully today I'll hang out with someone or acouple people and just.. have fun. Thats what I need right now. I need to get my mind off of stupid stressful things! ^_^ Anyway. Thats all for now. Buh byes!!
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Wednesday, December 7, 2005

Wahoo...... My family is full of a bunch of emo bastards who complain and are uber depressed and stressed out. Everyone I'm no exception.
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

Brrr... I hate cleaning snow off of cars. I LOVE snow to death, but cleaning it off of cars? No thanks. Snow is one of the things I love the most. >_> Right now my pants, hoodie, scarf, hat and gloves are in the dryer so they will be warm xD <_< Yeah.. Such a good idea. I'm glad I thought of it. Oh well, I gotta make sure I have everything =D Buh byes and I hope school goes well today. And hopefully I won't slip on any ice!!! (Cause I do that a lot T_T)
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Monday, December 5, 2005

Weee! I made some little chocolates! I'm gonna bring 'em to school and give to some friends! ^^ Work wasn't too bad today. There was this customer I helped for awhile tho, she sells earrings, and I told her how to make bracelets. ^^ During my 30 minute break me and Rei went shopping. >_> I spent $80 during my break. After I got off of work I spent $20 xD then I went to Acme and spent $10. <_< I used my debit card on that. Sooo I still have like $10 in my purse, but I now only have like.. I dunno, 25 dollars in the bank? I still gotta open a different account at meh sisters bank. One for saving, one for spending xD .. >_> Anyway, I'm tired. Sundays take a lot out of me. ^^;;; Niiight all.
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Saturday, December 3, 2005

There's nothing worse then going to work sleeepy. x.x;
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Monday, November 28, 2005

Works been crazy, but fun as always. Tinas awesome, Jason H is awesome, everyones awesome. Except for Shawn. He scares me. o.o; Its really fun to work with Rei and Kayla, and even more fun working with my sister. Whenever I have to page her, I call her Tammy over the intercom. Its funny. Tina told me to say "Sissy to register blah blah". That would have been funny. The T-Shirts are always a mess and Tinas always freaking out over them. Anyway. On Friday I threw a surprise party for Viki, and it was a BIG Success. It was actually a surprise. =D Had two cakes, beautiful cakes made by me and one was decorated by my sister, and the other by me. Both super cool. Samy, Kristin and Jess slept over that night, boy was that crazy hella fun!!! I wanna do that more often. That'd be crazy as alllll hell. Yep yep! My sister bought the game "dirty minds" which is the first one of the game I bought Jen which was called "more dirty minds" .. Boy is it a fun game! Its crazy. ^^ I've been having so much more fun lately, I'm starting to forget all the sad things that happened in the past. I'm starting to actually be happy. Its so great to actually smile and not have to fake it.. But.. There are still things that make me sad. And, I hate it when Eric teases me... But, hey.. A lot of the things he says makes me feel really really happy. ^^ Sometimes, when I don't get to talk to him, I start thinking sad things, but whenever I do get to talk to him, I get really happy all over again. He really does make me the happiest. I told him hes not allowed to say "chuu" to me and yell at him when he does, but... Thats only because I get this strange feeling whenever he does. I kinda like the feeling, I really wish I could get that feeling more often ^^ Buuut... I'm just.. So scared of him, its really sad. Theres only two people I'm scared of getting mad or upset at me, and thats my mom and him. Haha. I don't know what I'd do if they hated me. That would suck majorly. I've been listening to the Rolling Stones song "You Can't Always Get What You Want" soo.. This is from the song, "You can't always get what you want, but if you try real hard, you get what you need." Soo.. I've decided I'm gonna try my best to get what I need, and what I need is someone very special ^^ Well, I have one, but well... One that well, I'm special to too! Haha. I must sound really stupid and dorky right now. Thats okay. ^^; Well.. Thats all for now!
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