Thursday, April 21, 2005

   Heh...
Hey guys, well yesterday(Technically) was pretty decent, tiring, long...But good, ya know? One of those days where ya feel like you've done a lot, and it actually has some GOOD in it. Heh, haven't had a day like this in some time.

If you don't wanna hear another rant about my girlfriend, stop reading now..Heh...Just a warning.

Damn do I miss her, I reallllly miss her, and its only been like 2
hours since she left...I feel something strange inside me...I suppose the feeling could be longing...I saw a picture of her sleeping yesterday, oh man...It was so adoreable...I so wish I could have gently crawled my way over to her and snuggled up behind her for a nap...that sounds so wonderful...damn...I love her so much...shes so fantastic...She listens to me, she respects me...shes funny, caring, kind, loving, she can raise my mood neigh instantly, she doesn't put me down, shes beautiful, she has morales, and FOLLOWS THEM, which is so hard to find now a days...and I respect that ALOT..Since I too am a man of morality. I love that she listens though, she isn't one of those "I'll say alright to anything" types either, so it makes it that much better, 'cause I know she trust me and my decisions, and my word. Which is so awesome...This has to be the best relationship I've been in, trusting, loving, just magnificent...

My sister walked into my room earlier and told me to say hi for her, I did, then she said "Tell her I think you two should get married" Or something similar, so I told her, and she was like "Probably"...I really couldn't help but smile at that. I hope nothing ever goes wrong...I can feel myself starting to cling...that feeling...its a different feeling, I'm trying not too, trying to not be clingy, but its hard, you know? Loving someone soooooooooo much, and wanting to be and talk with them every moment, is hard...Which is what I wanna avoid. I love her, I love talking to her every chance I get, but I need my space too, and if I don't have that, things might become worse, atleast...thats how it was before. I really, truly love her...I've never felt a love this stong. I haven't cried in so long since her and I got together, its like...on that day she was the medicine to my wounds, is that wrong? I dunno...thats just how it seems...things seemed right, complete, full correct. I feel so satisfied with her, and I can't wait to embrace her tight in my arms when she walks through my door...I hope that day comes, and I hope it comes soon...thats what I wished for when 11:11 came around, I wished everything would go smoothly between her and I, and that we stayed together forever, and that she came down here as soon as possbile if not sooner, unfortunatley when I opened my eyes it was 11:12 so I don't know much got in, and...I don't normally do stuff like that, but thats how much I wanna see her! Heh...damn...I should go to bed before I rant too much longer, which I know I could...I love you Omaesan Emily!!! ^_^
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