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Tuesday, November 27, 2007


i guess i was in denial

i thought i could handle it but then, the other day, i just broke down and cried like a big fat baby.

i talked things out with him. though there were a few moments we yelled at each other but i finally really understood why he decided not to go on with the relationship.

its because of the flings i had. those fucking flings. And also, curiosity DOES kill the cat in my case. i just wanted to know what it felt like doing... all that. and i didnt wait till i had a boyfriend. i couldnt wait.

right. so i regret. i regret and i shall not have anymore flings. no more. no matter how tempting it may be. infact, right now, i feel dirty. i feel... like how i felt after ryan used me. i didnt noe what took me so long to realise tat what i've done is wrong?


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