Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Mood:sad ashamed mad nothin happy at all
Friends:right now only Kayla
Thoughts: I'd take it back in a heart beat
Lyrics:Let me go~3 doors down

3 doors down let me go

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

and you me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know who I am
and you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know me
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Hey people,
If you don't already know. I am suspended from school.and i am in so much trouble.I haven't even gotten my final punishment yet.I flipped the teahcer off and got suspended for 5 days. I am not proud of it what so ever.I am ashamed and i dunno y i did it.i would take it back if i could,but i cant.i cant believe i did something like tht.i jus wana go back to school and see everyone.I wont be able to for a week. til next tuesday and even then thts only at school and like not all my friends.i miss them so much right now. this is torture. being in this house is going to kill me.but ig otta go. jus thoguth u might wana kno. besides i can barely see as it is. bye bye Luv ya people
~Jaz.

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Thursday, September 14, 2006

Mood:soar,tired,happy,hyper.Wow.
Friends:Nick,Andi, and other people.
Drinking:Dr. pepper
Lyrics:Diary of Jane~Breakin Benjamin

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?
And I don’t mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I’ll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
NO!!
Something’s getting in the way
Something’s just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be
Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
There’s a fine line between love and hate
And I don’t mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that
Something’s getting in the way
Something’s just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be
Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become
Something’s getting in the way
Something’s just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane
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Hey people! wow, haven't updated in awhile.I miss you people.I found out the real story behind my parents divorce.I barely talk to one of my best friends.Oh but brighter side. I have a new friend Bre, who is my brother's girlfriend. Nick is my brother btw.I love you Nicky! lol That's a good song^^^hehe.Latino music isn't bad. Omg I luv my Spanish and English teachers. Senor Montenegro-Best teacher ever. He's so funny. Bre and I were dancing in the class afterschool today.It's was so funny.I believe Bre is going to teach me to dance better than I do. lol jk she's good tho.Anyway,Mrs.Delcourt~ Omg Just as good as Mrs.Mohs. I love them both. Mrs.Delcourt is so freakin funny and crazy it's hilarious and Mrs. Mohs was just a great teacher.Maddy, omg i got in a fight with her over some stupid shit.And Nick and my friend John got in trouble for knocking over a portapotty on school campus for the football players. Lol it was funny til they got in trouble.Which was stupid.No one got hurt.I'm so soar from walkin after school for hours with my friends for the past 2 or 3 weeks straight. I'm doing good in school I do believe. Well, atleast I know I am in Spanish and Math.I should be in English,U.S. Goverment and Art.The only one I should be worried about it Science.Anyway, I am going to go. Luv yas
Bye
~**Jazzie**~
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Thursday, August 17, 2006

mood:bored
Friends:Nick,Andi,Tiff,Chels,and Kay.
Thoughts:babysitting sucks.
quote:Don't interrupt me when i am talkin to myself.
lyrics:Hinder-lips of an Angel and running away-hoobastank
Lips Of An Angel-Hinder
Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it so hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late
Running Away-Hoobastank
I don't want you
To give it all up
And leave your own life
Collecting dust
And I don't want you
To feel sorry for me
You never gave us
A chance to be
And I don't need you
To be by my side
To tell me that
Everything's all right
I just wanted you to
Tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
Why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
'Cause I did enough
To show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice
And I was the one
Who was lifting you up
When you thought
Your life had had enough
And when I get close
You turn away
There's nothing that

I can do or say
So now I need you to
Tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you
Change your mind
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
Is it a waste of time?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you
Change your mind
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
What is it I've got to say
So why are you running away?
To make you admit you're afraid
Why are you running away?

okay hey people.What's up?hmm nm here.I'm babysitting a 3 year old and a 6year old.hmm so much funn.now im tlkn to chad.hmm more funn.lol im going bye
luv~
jazzie
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Friday, August 11, 2006

Mood:bored/upset/thinkin
Friends:Nicky,Pat, and Sammy
Thoughts:you don't want to know.
Quote:Letting the pieces fall is harder than picking them back up.
Lyrics-Shut Me Up-Mindless Self Indulgence,Damn Regret-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Shut Me Up-Mindless self Indulgence
The bass, the rock,
The mic, the treble.
I like my coffee black,
Just like my metal.

With the bass, the rock,
The mic, the treble.
I like my coffee black,
Just like my metal.

'Cause I can't wait for you to knock me up,
In a minute, minute,
In a fuckin' minute.

I can't wait for you to knock me up,
In a minute, minute,
In a second.

I can't wait for you to shut me up
And make me hip like badass.
I can't wait for you to shut me up.
Shut it up

I can't wait for you to shut me up,
And make me hip like badass.
I can't wait for you to shut me up.
Shut, it, up.

Na na na.
Oooh, la la la.
Ooh, na na na.
Oooh.

The bass, the rock,
The mic, the treble.
I like my coffee black,
Just like my metal.

With the bass, the rock,
The mic, the treble.
I like my coffee black,
Just like my metal.

'Cause I can't wait for you to knock me up,
In a minute, minute,
In a fuckin' minute.

I can't wait for you to knock me up,
In a minute, minute,
In a second.

I can't wait for you to shut me up,
And make me hip like badass.
I can't wait for you to shut me up.
Shut it up.

I can't wait for you to shut me up,
And make me hip like badass.
I can't wait for you to shut me up.
Shut, it, up.

I don't find it funny right now (right now)
Just want my ma-ma-ma-money right now (now)
I'm on my way to the party right now (right now)

I don't find it funny right now (right now)
Just want my ma-ma-ma-money right now (now)
I'm on my way to the party right now (right now)

Because the break, the break, the break.

I can't wait for you to shut me up,
And make me hip like badass.
I can't wait for you to shut me up,
Shut it up.

I can't wait for you to shut me up,
And make me hip like badass.
I can't wait for you to shut me up,
Shut, it, up.

Damn Regret-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
The moon is shining bright
The mood is feeling right
I’ll kiss you on your neck
People’ll stare and we won’t care
We’re high above the ground
We’re nowhere to be found

Empowered by adrenaline
Feel like I’m born again
Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is gone for you
To sit and pretend

Damn regret, I’ll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
‘Cos I’m real fine
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?

I’m wishing you were here
My weakness is my fear
Alone I am myself
No reason, life for me to care
Distracted by the sound
I hear footsteps all around

Empowered by adrenaline
Feel like I’m born again
Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it’s gone for you
To sit and pretend

Damn regret, I try to forget
Don’t worry about me
‘Cos I’m real fine
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?


You’re the only one I turn to
When I feel like no-one’s there
And when I’m lonely in my darkest hour
You give me the power
To sit and pretend

Damn regret, I’ll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
‘Cos I’m real fine
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?

Did you think I forget?
Did you think I surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?
Did you think I forget?
Did you think I surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?

hey There people.
Well,those are 2 of my fave songs.They are both awesome.I have been Skateboarding at night lately while my dad is on the computer.I am not good at all,but it's funn.I have been thinking a lot lately.That tends to happen to me a lot.Probably why i get huge headaches.anyway,I'm just gonna to go.There's nothin to tell you guys right now.I can't think straight to many thoughts.Gonna go bye bye
Luv~
Jazzie
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Wednesday, August 9, 2006

Mood:Tired/thinkin/sick
Friends:Nicky,Kay,Pat,
Thoughts:Why do I and did love him?
Quote:Take a bow,dont you hear the applause,My heart is broken and your the cause,I played your game and it looks like you've won,Congratulations I hope you had funn.

Hey There people,
Sorry I haven't updated lately.Busy.Hanging out with friends and everything.well,hmmm...I really dont have anything to say.i have a bad head ache I dont feel good and I cant stop thinkn but I gota go
Luv~
Jaz
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Tuesday, August 1, 2006

mood:hyper,shocked,mad
Friends: people I dont wana name becuz im lazy
thoughts:mountain dew

Hey,

Okay TOnight was good til the movie ended.I got to hang out with Jenn fun fun.And Kay and Kory and Nick and Angie were there.YAY! but maddy started shit and then arreon and then Oh get this i shut my computer room door and it jamed and I got locked in so in the middle of opening the door I was already mad and my dad goes well I guess ur stuck there tonight. and later on he's like "Why did u shut the door you have no privacy in this house" his exact words and like 2 minutes later i punched the door hard and my dads like dont break the door. He ended up kickin it open and breaking the door anyway so yeah.

But I saw John tucker must die and it was funny.I liked it.

I gotta go buhbye

Much Love Peace,

Jazzie!

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

Hey,

OMG! you people are lucky.I had to go outside during the storm and it looked like I was going to get struck by lightning.Scary! If you know me at all you'll know I am afraid of storms.The thunder and the lightnin and yeah.I had to DRY my car cuz my dad left the windows down and he was sleeping so I was the only one to do it.I never want to hear him say that I don't take care of that car.Hmm I dryed the speakers,seats,steern wheel,radio,and speakers,Plus my cd player.It sucked.I ggot all wet.lol Rain is fine thunder and lightning isn't.

I koulda gottn hurt.

But im fine so Ill ttyl

Much Love Peace,

Jazzie!

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Friday, July 28, 2006

Mood: can't tell betwn not caring or mad
Friends:Nicky
Drinking:nothin

Hey,
Hn,Okay I'm jus going to vent out on here for right now.My parents..hn..i can jus say I hope I never turn out like either of them.My mom a liar(which I hate the most) my dadoh get this..a liar,and annoys me.He sits and watches me until I do something and if that doesn't work he loses temper and starts yellin and cussin and lookn like he'll hit me(but he wont if he does Ill defend myself)I can also tell you that everytime he makes me mad it builds up so when he pushes me over the edge he'll have a whole lotta rage coming at him.But enough of my parents.My friends well let's see the only people I am haveing trouble with is nick,some guy named arreon,and i guess thats pretty much it. No Nick, I don't hate you.I am not going to but I really don't care how you treat me anymore.yell scream be a fuckin jerk the last thing I will do anymore is fight back.I give up on that.As for arreon I gota take what he throughs at me with help from Kory.But I am done. I will take everything except Physically abuse.I'll kick your fuckin ass if you fuckin touch me in a way that isnt friendly or I don't like.Anyway,Yes I still care about everyone and there problems and what happens to them,but not the crap they give me.I'm fuckin done.Other than all this I can pretty much say Have a lovely day.I hope you have a great one.
Luv~
Jaz
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Thursday, July 27, 2006

Mood:scared
Friends online:Nicky,Kay
Drinking:Sprite

Hey there.
I'm Back.Well,I hate storms if you wanted to know why I'm scared.Well, see I love the rain it's the thunder and lightning I get scared of.Anyway,nothin really to say i guess. I'll ttyl Bye BYe!
Luv~
Jaz
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Mood:Hmm bored/tired
Friends:Nicky,Kay,Andi,Kody
Drinking:NOthin...now i'm thirsty thanks.
Time: 1:28pm

Hey There.
So I would like to make a special thanks to Andi for helping me with my site.It's absolutely Awesome.I love it.Here's a little about me now...I'm hyper active ask any of my friends they'd tell you the same thing.I'm open-minded on a lot of things,but I am really stubborn.And if you are a bitch/asshole to me,guess what I am the same to you.I love all my friends.They mean the world to me.I would die for each and everyone of them.Just some advice.DON'T GIVE ME CHAIN LETTERS AND STUFF LIKE THAT!My gawd those things are annoying.Oh and before I forget.
My brothers:Nicky,Kory,Cole,Brian,and more but you know to many to count.
My sisters:Andi,Kay,and more...I'll think of them later.
Okay,anyway,I love anime.My favorites are Yuyu Hakusho,Rorouni Kenshin,Naruto,Inuyasha,and more of course.Anyway,I guess you can call me a trustworthy person.The #1 thing I hate most in the world is someone who lies to me.I hate liars.I lose a lot of friends that way.I rather not be labeled but if you have to go ahead I don't care cause I know it's not true.I'm pretty wise for my age,but childish.I am loyal and protective and stonger than most people give me credit for.I get through the most difficult things,and face things I really shouldn't have to.But, I still like meeting new friends and people.So comment and sign my GB! I love those. OH WAIT! I forgot the best thing in the world is MOUNTAIN DEW! the best soda ever created.lol anyway bye bye.

Luv~
Jaz
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